My mood

Why my life is like this? Am I lost? finally facing the worse moment.....! I never imagined such a disaster.....Why I was in Bangalore and doing what?For what purpose I came here?I am completely collapsed and lost everything....why is it so? why so??????Really don't know what to do...where to start and how to reach my point. Really want to do something and want to prove what I am capable of. But not able to do any thing. Why I am not getting at least one chance to prove my self or why I am not able to create a chance for self???? why am I reaching a peak point of disappointment? I really need some positive energy,truly need one guy to support me, to give me strength but no one is there. Though I have friends with me,they are also facing the same problem. I can't expect it from them. I need one who can project my strengths in front me, who can inject positive energy to me and I need one who will give their hand and support me. But no one is there. Now it's time for me to realize everything. In this kind of situation I am the one who can project my strengths and I must be the one who has to support my self. No one will be there to support you in every situation, this is the situation where I have to prove to the world what I am. I have to prove that though I was left alone I can with stand and I can reach the highs. Now I want to believe in myself. Now I'm not in a competition with any one else. I just want to run my own race. I have no desire to play the game of being better than any one else around me, I just aim to become a better person than I was. Wish me all the best and let me reach my goal.....